Sunday, November 15, 2009 .

I've gonna admit, sometimes i really wish you'll see things i've posted, yet sometimes i don't. I know I'm pretty stupid this way. I can't even get it myself.

Youtube's my life now, since w/o anymore studying coming along...

And truth is:
It already doesn't mean anything, now that you're gone. I had so much I wanna say. I knew I cant, even during that last time I saw you, I just told myself no matter how much I wanna say to you, I CANT! It's tearing me inside out.


Time to start sleeping early... Guess it'll be another sad night...














Happy birthday Venie Lim aka the retard lols =x

Sorry ar cant make it yesterday. Hoped you had fun there XD

Ok I'm so damn tired I dont know why. I think I've got some disease call "I-must-sleep-whole-day-during-weekends" disease. =.= Truth is I just woke up at 12+ and now it's 140 and I'm tired already..

Ordered my contacts ystd. In the end my eye only suit those permanent ones. So nvm anyway I've got contacts already. Wonder will it be ready before the bbq... Hmmm....

Ok i'll end here..

"It doesnt mean anything, now that you're gone"-Song Doesn't Mean Anything by Alicia Keys. Listen when you're bored =) pretty nice song.

4th day

Saturday, November 14, 2009 .

Due to some "situations", henry's pic is removed =x LOLS




I just had... another bad dream that seriously make me wanna cry. Ok it's gay but the dream was almost real. It's just got some link with my real life.... I dont wanna say about it. Cause in the dream those people that are close to me just disappear one by one... Friends and etc..

Going to change specs and get contact lens later on... like FINALLY.. Will start working on mon. Going to St Regis with venie since she's helping me find the work. Thank you so much to her!
I just wanted to get some steady job that i can do during the weekdays, but all the resumes i sent out never had a reply. WTH man..

I dont know what should i write about. Cause I know that no matter wat i wrote, you MIGHT, and i mean MIGHT(since i can't exactly predict how you're feeling), just be stressed due to that, so control? I guess i have to. Liking someone doesn't mean you needa make her stressed about even the smallest problem. It's just to see her happy that's all. (Most people cant even do this as it'll hurt them. I'm one of them i guess..) I knew it's inappropriate for me to do this. Blame it on myself. I'm sorry. You'll never like me. I know. But I just wanna continue this way, even if you wanna ignore it.
It's ironic right? I was saying that I don't want write about anything yet I just finished a few sentences.. I'm a JOKE!

Ok I'll end here..
3rd day. I cant take it anymore. It's killing me



"To love someone who can never love you back is like striving to get a perfect score in a non-recorded exam"
That is so damn true i guess for everyone

Friday, November 13, 2009 .

Day 2. Most probably no one will know what i'm counting.

Thursday, November 12, 2009 .

Ok O levels officially ended ystd. So it's a night's out for me!
It's also to celebrate nic's bday anyway.
So met up at lot before training down to bugis. Walked around as we're waiting for the others. I bought some shirts which cost me 30 bucks. So $30 lesser.
About 7+ went to the steamboat restaurant near bugis junction for it. Didnt take any pics as I'm too busy eating!
What's more we played games whereby loser do a forfiet- JunZhi drank a cup of pepsi+RAW egg. Barry drank Lime water+ Chicken soup while Dick drank a little of pepsi+RAW egg. And for your info those are mixed together before it is consumed. People with poor stomach please refrain from doing these.

Luckily i never lose.(cross both hands =x) So after the steamboat we went suntec walk around. Something different bout suntec now is there's police patrolling there now? Due to the APEC convention -.-
Around 10 some of us trained to bukit batok to play bowling(abit sot but ye we did that), while some went home. Barry was left alone at bugis area as he was busy "exploring" the arcade there. Pretty lame actually but that's him.
Played till 1230 before going home. However, train service was over so we were actually planning to WALK from BUKIT BATOK back to CCK. Luckily, and i really mean LUCKILY, there's a last bus to go back to gombak and we gladly took it ( Gombak is nearer to cck so we just needa walk a shorter distance. In the end reached home only at 1+, what's more i had just shed all the fats that i ate through walking =.=




Today woke up only at 1240 as I slept only at abt 330 yesterday night. Was having those headache and aching of my body due to the gym session i went on tues. Weak is the word some of you must be trying to say to me now. Well i've got nth to say about this though.
Was planning to just ROT till I'm satisfied today at home but was asked to go out by yanhao the moment i login to msn. So met at Cck station at bout 3 then train to jurong point. We really had nth to do to the extent that we spent a VERY long time sitting in the food court playing cards(ok maybe 1hr? =x)

After that walked around awhile more before going home. ARGHH i lost $5 -.- I "promise" myself that I'll try not to gamble as much as possible. "PROMISE"!!

Reached home at 8 today. Pretty short day out.

Time for me to save money so that I'll have enough to use. And I've decided that I'll start CHIONG work from december onwards. For the rest of november i'll just do some temp work. (Waiter, needa confirm whether there's any on monday)

And,ANd,AND, my mum is just weird. Just because my aunt had her contact lens from some shops at AMK, i can ONLY get it there. What's the difference with getting at CCK/YEW TEE and AMK?! So ye, I dont know what's a mum's mind like. Who cares. I just want a new pair of specs and contact lens, if possible.

So I'll just end this here. Lazy to type any longer. Tmr's the slacking day 2!



Group photo. Huat ar!




Score of the 2nd game. (My game ended and i was bored. Damn my score was low. If you dont know which is mine then for your info the name which starts with the letter "E" is mine)




Had this pic for a long tim but nvr bothered to blog it. This little bugger is Mr Yak Bing Hui, one good friend from my class LOL. As you can see he's vulgar so stay away from him. =/ Miss his shouting LOLS


Day 1 ended and i'm already in such pain. How do I survive it?

Tuesday, November 10, 2009 .

This is.. SO.. Nice