Thursday, November 26, 2009 .
OK! POST ABOUT YESTERDAY'S BBQ CUM CLASS CHALET!
Hell I really need sleep so I'll just anyhow post liao zzzzzzzz
Yesterday before going to the bbq went to Queensway with Dick. Just nice went to buy shoes together. I bought myself a Kappa de sneakers I think. Damn it's expensive >.> There goes part of my salary I guess.. Nvm about that.
So after that went home and meet Dick again at around 6+ before training down to PASIR RIS. I SWEAR I HATE LONG RIDES! One and a half hour ride, plus at peak hour. What else can I say?
Ok then met WaiFoo outside WWW(Wild Wild Wet) before going into Costa Sands chalet.
We were notified that the food were cooked before bringing there as bbq pit is too small.. Well understandable but bbq with bbqing anything sounds so... wrong? I dont know. Anyway managed to see some of the classmates, excluding those I've still been seeing after Os. Had mixed feelings. Don't know how should I say. Just that yes i saw some friends, but some never appeared. And I thought it was a class bbq. Teachers last minute cant make it ~.~ So only about half of the class present. Nvm about it. Since it's over
Decided to stay overnight after that, as quite afew staying only. Went to buy mac for supper before continuing to learn guitar. Well I can say I KNOW THE BASICS OF GUITAR. AND I WANNA CONTINUE LEARNING SO THAT SOMEDAY I CAN PLAY IT WELL FOR SOMEONE WHOM I MIGHT BE IN LOVE WITH AT THAT TIME. Ok that's pretty lame I know. Someone who LONGED to be love just have this kind of feelings.
Stayed awake till around 6 then sleep till 7 before waking up till 8 then sleep till 12 again. When I was awake, Dick and WaiFoo was gone and the rest went out, leaving Hakim in the room. Lols damn them they never wake me up for breakfast -.- But it's some sort of good as I'm pretty dead tired.
Left chalet at around 130 and took train together with Colin before continue ride to AMK myself to collect my contact lens. I must say, I look pretty nice without glasses! Ok DONT LAUGH. Sometimes guys can have some "Zi-Lian" feelings also de..
Managed to learn how to wear and take off in quite a fast time. But then I CANT TAKE THE CONTACT LENS HOME. Reason: The perimeter of the lens is too big for my cornea, so have to change it. Damn it another 10+ days. I'm looking forward to it man!!!
Ok la I end the post here liao freaking getting longer and longer.
3rd job on the way. Interview soon~~~~
I just sort of found a saying, and feel that it's really nice, so here it is.
"True love is when you loved someone who isn't loving you"
Well I have doubts about it. Seriously.
Pics below~~

Game ALERT! (You can see for yourself what are they playing =D)

Such a nice day... How I wish my room can have sunlight like this to shine in everyday..

Operation "Rape Johnathan Lum" commence!
First up we have Colin and Hakim...
Here comes RANDY!!
As he was getting F**ked like no tmr..
Joel Cheong joined in the game!!!
Cheong gets out of the fight.
Then...

FINALE! LAST SLAM BY DICK! ~.~
3.30 in the morning, we're up learning guitar~~

Yup... I was bored that time so... >.>
Gay relation between Colin and Randy =D
Lum was eating with a very pissed off mood as he just lost quite alot O.O
SUPPER!!!!!
Our dear randy. Look at the book he's reading =x

Ok. Some random pic when I was on my usher job. Cool man wear like that =x
Guess the post will be ending here...
Peopl say, chances are given to people only when they've chased after it. Yet, there are actually circumstances that we wont get our chances. Ye I know, my chance will never ever come. Yet every night, before I sleep, I'll just made a wish, wish that I'll have that chance. Funny isn't it? And maybe gay too. I dont know. The one thing I know is,yes, I KNEW I'm REALLY in LOVE with you. Everything ended. Maybe I'll never see you soon and maybe you'll come to forget about this guy here. But this is my answer:I'm not forgetting you. No matter how many years. Cause you're what I actually longed for now.
I know. Me and my wishful thinkings. I dont wanna care now. I just wanna be myself. Let everyone know what exactly I'm thinking. I DONT WANT TO HIDE ANYTHING ANYMORE! I JUST WANNA SCREAM EVERYTHING OUT!!!!
15th day.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009 .
Class bbq's tmr. Will decide whether want or not tmr MUAHAHAHA. Keeping people in suspense~ Anyway I guess the bbq will be the same with or w/o me =/
I'm going to have this hairstyle!!!!
http://www.hairstylesdesign.com/gallery/short_men_hairstyles_659.php
Ye. I guess my hair is still not long enough for this ~.~ well wish it will soon. Comments on it anyone???
It seems like my blog is so deserted. No one visit de sia >.>
Talke about typing to let a wall see~~~
K lazy to blog. Off to my shows!!
13th day
Monday, November 23, 2009 .
Gym today alone. Hmm did quite alot there i guess.. Don't know man.
I WANNA WORKK!!! I NEED $$!!!!
I'm currently in a very unstable state. Today woke up late and nvr went to work cause cant make it on time. -.- in the end pple cover me sians~~ there goes my salary today!!!
12th day
Sunday, November 22, 2009 .
11th day
Saturday, November 21, 2009 .
Today worked as usher again. Well getting used to the job.
Tmr night will be waiter~ Ok still nervous with that job. I scared I cant cut fish ~.~ ASS. Then monday usher again.Hmm busy~~~
K I dont want continue anymore needa bathe and FUCK my pimple burst i think? FUCK IT I NEED MORE FUCKING LOSER'S SLEEP! FUCK^100000000000
10th day
Friday, November 20, 2009 .
Ok la i very lazy to blog -.-
9th day
Thursday, November 19, 2009 .
F**KING TIRED NOW. WILL BLOG TMR THEN
8th day